I miss the person more than the body.

The late-night drives, movies, and conversations under the moonlight more than the kisses on the lips.


Sometimes I wonder if you still love drugs more than me.

Would you still choose the party over sleeping next to me?


If the person you’re with right now gives you all the attention you ever wanted,

if she listens to all your problems,

are you finally being heard, or are you still hurting?

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